Just deleted my account on a pro eating disorder forum ...i feel like i'll miss it and the others who are there but my husband had enough of me having a go at myself everytime i go there and post he says he wants me to be healthy i have ago at myself because i hate myself for my weight and other reasons he says he will help lose weight the right way ( am obese ) i feel like av lost a big bit of support there but its the wrong kind of support its support in to starving myself i should be getting support for other reasons but i cant stop hating myself ...unsure if i'll ever like myself