You cope by being angry at the world. I have been around the block more than once and I see this in you.

You probably know this. You probably can read your frustrations in your posts.

I would use words like..."be proactive" or "channel your anger". But I don't think that constructive criticism is well-received by you...OR is it received, but you don't want anyone to know that it is?

You have armor that hasn't cracked (yet). I hope that the longer you are here, the more we can chip away at it. That's my hope. I know you don't want that yet, but it's what I want for you.

Vent away in the mean time. You have support from me and lots of others.

We may not have anything in common and you may not even care for me....that's okay. I will be happy to hear from you if you feel the urge to see if I care.

Hugs whether you want them or not.