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Originally Posted by DarknessIsMyFriend
Fat load of good being a good person does me.
I wish I was a full fledged psychopath or sociopath that could use and hurt people to get ahead without feeling guilt or remorse all while not feeling any emotional attachment towards people. At least then, I would be able to get my basic needs met and be less unhappy from being alone than I am now.
As much as I romanticize sociopathy and fantasize about being one, I'm not one because I lack the charm to manipulate people into submission and I do have empathy for other's like me as much as I wish I didn't.
So yeah, I'm not even good enough to be a minion of darkness. I am worthless to everybody  |
I am glad you are not a psychopath not sociopath, I have met people like that in my lifetime. I enjoy talking with you and I would hate to look back and think "yeah, he was just playing mind games with me". I don't really believe you would like that either, and I know at the moment that makes you want to strike out bc you feel like you can't get anything any other way.
You are wrong.
And you're wrong about being worthless too.
There's always other ways of doing a thing but sometimes it takes more thinking, or more creativity (not duplicity).
Don't ever give up until you breathe your last breath, your heart beats it's last beat, and your brain sends off it's last burst of energy.