Thanks.

I guess I'm just scared of screwing up in the future now that I realize that if I screw up, I have nobody to come bail me out of my failures and if I don't get my **** together in 5-6 months, I will be on the streets again all alone because I doubt anybody will come to my rescue beings how much of a ****** person I've been in the past.

I'm like a child in an adult's body. I'm scared of the world and I've done some pretty cold things out of reaction of that fear.

I appreciate those of you who have shown that they care about me because if I died tomorrow, I doubt anybody in my personal life would be sad or come to my funeral.

Thank you all.