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Originally Posted by DarknessIsMyFriend
Thanks.
I guess I'm just scared of screwing up in the future now that I realize that if I screw up, I have nobody to come bail me out of my failures and if I don't get my **** together in 5-6 months, I will be on the streets again all alone because I doubt anybody will come to my rescue beings how much of a ****** person I've been in the past.
I'm like a child in an adult's body. I'm scared of the world and I've done some pretty cold things out of reaction of that fear.
I appreciate those of you who have shown that they care about me because if I died tomorrow, I doubt anybody in my personal life would be sad or come to my funeral.
Thank you all.
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I would care. We have all done things in our past we aren't proud of. Life is a "learning curve". We constantly learn and grow. As we do, we make little changes to improve ourselves. Just make those changes and move on - either people will like you or they won't but what matters most is if you like you.
As far as if you "screw up" and land flat on your face with nowhere to go, like I said before - shelters are there. It sucks yes, but it gets you started again if you use it right.
Stop worrying too much about "tomorrow" and worry instead about "now"
*hugs*