I am both sad and scared , I dont know why I am starting to do this but I found myself si ing last night. I wasnt using a knife to cut but I did use my fingernails till I broke skin and started to bleed. I think I am in need of calling my T again . But being that my husbands job is not doing well now I dont know if we will have the insurance to do so. Maybe with some more thought and talking about it here I will be able to figure it out. I dont know . Never did this before. Anyone got any suggestions or advice here? I'd apprecitate it.

Thanks so much
Tryin2bme