yeaah.... i mean dude, most of the stuff i wrote like.. even yesterday? was incomprehensible? embarrassing...
jumbled, it was a bunch of things mashed together :/ panic... chaos... upheaval ....

Mutiny?

like the hate you letter .. :/
makes me shiver

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but i feel like it all is me, i just dont want to go back on that old thought process - i wanna stay focused!
the new med they put me on was Saphris and topamax... but i dont know if i wanna keep taking the saphris, if nothing else just because its a night time med and i dont really like night meds

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i dont really feel like its me lol

its confusing