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A short while ago i had posted about how i thought T2 had forgotten what I had disclosed to her about my CSA. it turns out she hadn't forgotten and just didn't want me to feel like I was being forced to talk about it. i've also gone from seeing T2 from every other week to seeing her every week since i've stopped seeing T1.
T discloses about herself here and there when it's relevant to what i'm talking about. since i've been seeing T for a longer time and seeing her more frequently, i'm learning more about her. T is no longer a stranger to me. the problem is that i find myself liking her as a person. i think i might even look up to her. i ask myself what would T do in different scenarios in my life. age wise, it makes sense that i would look up to her since she's a bit older than me but i don't remember looking up to anyone else before so i'm a bit weirded out by all of this. is this unhealthy? how do i deal with this? do i need to go back to seeing her every other week?
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