Why is it that when you need people the most nobody seems to want to come around. Right now I just wished my friends would see that I'm reaching out and need some support. But as always nobody sees that I am crying out and need someone to talk to. They don't see that I'm lonely and need them to be with me so I don't fall again and get low. They just think I'm bored and want to be social. But it is what it is. I've accepted what happens is always gonna happen. Nobody cares as much as I do and that's truly what hurts the most. The fact that I do everything for people and nobody really gives a shot what happens to me because I'm just the person they turn to when they need something.