he was ordered to pay 1260.00 of the 2 grand for the divorce. but he's left me with a house and car payment. after paying bills each month, i'm left with only $51 to last for food, gas, etc. that's why i had to file bankruptcy. i know i shouldn't want to know what he's doing but i do. i have days where i could care less because of what he's done to me and then i have days where i want to know his every move. he won't give me his new cell phone number and that makes me mad. what if something happened and i really did need to talk to him or if he comes up missing? its not like he has any friends to send to check on him. he moved to kentucky from new york to be with me. i was all he had.. well, until that ***** came along. i can't even say her name. i cringe when i hear someone else talk of someone with the same name. i did soo much for her when she got pregnant by a low life scum and for her to turn around and do this to me, is unforgiveable. she even told him, don't tell marie please because it's hard to find good girl friends. well yeah when you're screwing their husbands, i'm sure it is hard to find good friends.