Today was a tough one....I had a really bad night last night and today all I kept thinking about was how pretty my veins were looking and almost like they were screaming at me "open me up". I just wanted to slice from wrist to elbow on both arms today. Actually I still do at this point....I will use anything I have handy.
Then today I didn't eat at all and then my friend made me eat and right now I just want to go into my bathroom take my toothbrush and just throw it all up.
I just can't take this anymore.....why won't the pain just go away....
I want to just end it....