Good for you. When I found out, about 5 years ago, it clear up so much of my past. Alot of the anger I had been harboring, because I had no Idea why I had such conflict, struggle and dissappoints began and is still leaving. Its a relief. Now some of the fun works begins. Start exploring your creative side. You will be amazed. Good luck, Your not crazy, stupid or dumb. Good job!