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Originally Posted by Crypts_Of_The_Mind
"I am in a true catch 22. If I can't get a job before the end of Oct which is when this housing grant of mine ends, I am royally screwed. If I can't get the help that I need by then, well I won't say what I will do over the internet but it won't be good for these idiots that don't care about people like me."
I am still trying to help you figure out a plan B and C ... so you don't have to allow anger to take the upper hand, unless that's truly a decision you make rather than the "only one available"
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Don't give up!
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Not anger... my desire for self preservation.
All animals in the wild more or less screw each other over for their selfish desire for survival; the wolf eats the sheep so it doesn't starve, hyenas fight among each other to establish who is stronger, great white sharks devour each other in the womb so the strongest one emerges, ETC.
Why should humans be any different? Because we're sentient? Because we're evolved? Because we're "better" than the animals? Guess what? We're not. We're just glorified apes with higher intelligence instead of massive strength, claws, fangs, or anything else. We're not more evolved or more advanced if you will because if we were, we wouldn't have so many wars and widespread suffering in the world which could all be prevented if humans weren't so selfish.
I'm no different than any other animal; my desire for self preservation takes priority over anything else for me.
Right now it is becoming more and more clear that I won't get the help that I need as long as I reside in this state not just because the mental health system here is utterly terrible but also because people here are so freaking stupid and don't understand me. I will never fit in or be accepted as long as I reside here because I'm nothing like the vast majority of the people who live here.
I need to be ready to fight tooth and nail for my place in this world no matter the cost. If I can't do that, than I'm too weak and deserve to suffer.