Thank you, empty nightmare. I don't feel as alone in this. 11th grade is when I started getting depressed from home life as well, so I can relate.

I agree with a lot of what you said. I might think about my major and if I actually really love it. I agree about tuning others out. I tend to compare myself with a vengeance, and it only brings me down and gets in the way of my goals.

I think some time off, or at least a very light class load, could be good for me. Maybe I'll take some classes that are fun and just do those for a semester to get my spirit back.

Thanks so much! Thank you Fharraige and AmandaBroken as well.