I think I'm so determined to do what I want to believe I can do . . . and I manage the doing, so I think that proves I can. But it is becoming clearer every week that my welfare on a number of fronts is suffering. Then I think, "Well, that's the sacrifice I choose to make." But I wonder, if I'll look back years from now and say, "Yes, it was worth it."? - or - will I then think I was a fool. ?