well i just meant by fickle like... ever changing... a candle light flickering in the wind with the bodies "mission" changing with the wind and desire changing with the light

cause i really wanted to drink not long ago, but then its like you just open your eyes and the taste is gone... ew.. i dont want that stuff, i just want some weed or some coke, know what i mean? but im sure that i wouldn't drink it if i didnt like it at some point.. so it just makes me feel fickle, im not concrete and feel really... i just dunno how to explain myself yet

oh im definitely, meek... definitely.. i dont like problems or confrontations, i just want to be easy going and problem free
no drama over here please, been there done that! my names ben it and i aint in it!

i just have different sides to my personality ... so it depends what side you talk to i guess...