I honestly wish I wasn't here.

so little is going right in our lives, our mental health in general just sucks, our support is slowly vanishing, and as for resting and sleeping, it may as well be something people do in history, as it certainly won't work for us

were we a mistake?

we're starting to wonder that question (again)

we're just holding our breaths we don't attempt, because it's round about this time of year we do.