It's just... I keep asking my family what am I going to do..... I gotta do something now you know... And all they can say is I don't know...

It's like they don't get how important this is... How big this is.... This is my life yo..

And all they can say is I don't know what to do for you... For start maybe try telling g me something nice to make me feel better and stop arguing your asses off over petty ****?