just wondering, what separated you and that T? how did it end? did you have proper closure? did she say it was ok to call and check in every now and then? did she give you an email address to let her know how you were doing once in awhile? i'm sure she'd love to hear from you, just to know how your doing. is it impossible to be able to have her as your T again? is it something other than distance you can work on? haha sorry for all the questions but if i were you id be finding every possible way to bring her back in my life.