good for you in being able to ask for what you need. sorry he was booked and couldn't give it to you, but at least you voiced your need. sometimes we need sessions like that, to let all the anger out. thats what therapy is all about, re-experiencing feelings right there! thats NOT the reason T didn't give you a second session. i'm sure if you asked him he'd be very proud that you were able to let it out. my T rarely calls when she says she's going to, either. its a horrible feeling. but i admire your acceptance. you're still you, and still here. very true, thats a good way of thinking. good luck with your legal meeting. and i hope you hear from T soon.