((((Sunrise))))

That must be frustrating for you not to have your T call back ... I'm sure he had good intentions though. He sounds like he really cares about you - "Can i have a hug"

I think that when we are able to recognize that everything will be OK, and that we are OK without necessarily having contact with other people (i.e. T), is a huge step to our own acceptance. Maybe you weren't suppose to talk with your T about this legal thing because it was something that you were suppose to initiate control over yourself? To kind of give you this insight that you're OK.

While this is at some times very hypocritical of me, I try and think of everything as happening for a reason - the good, bad, and the ugly. We meet certain people for a reason, we choose to say or not say things at a given time for a reason ... or things just don't happen for a reason. Maybe you're reason was to step outside the box a little, take a look around, and realize that you can do this.

I hope that things settle with your legal meetings this week ... let us know how they (and you) go.