I do feel like my life is shrinking in size and scope. The things I used to love I now only occasionally like. I do love my kids though! I know a lot of this depression is the constant stress and heartache of being married to my wife (she has problems with OCD, control, anger, etc) and I'm working on at least being separated. I look forward to being separated and being able to reconnect with family and friends and places that I've had to let go of for the time being. It's quite a lot to look forward to.