this evening has been a rollercoaster. Went to see a good friend, had some tea and shisha.. and a bunch of peanuts. Pretty much peanuts, soup and coffee was all I had today, still feeling pretty full from yesterday and hope to be back to normal appetite tomorrow.
Intense relationship situation reappeared tonight.. and after it I was so tempted to go home and binge&drink but I am not doing it. Put some sexy music on and danced a little. Still waiting for a girl I like to write be but that's not a big deal - if I allow myself to zoom out and see a bigger picture... yeah, that's not a big deal at all. But still wish she wrote me.