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Anyone else struggle with this? I am currently getting all my paperwork together and I'm anxious to see what my ip has to say. Overall though, it kills a lot of pride. I don't mean to scoff because I know it can be completely necessary but it kills me. I feel like I can hold down a job but then I just can't. I ****ing hate bp!
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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