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May 16, 2017, 01:47 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2017
Location: AmErica
Posts: 83
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I have no answers, but I had to say how I hope this changes for you soon. I'm not a musician, but have always had a deep love for and appreciation of music. More than that, it was a "nerve pill" for me--always calming and healing...a different genre to fit my moods.
What happened for me after my psychotic break was that listening to music became a trigger, so that while I was enjoying a song immensely, I would be triggered by the lyrics--or even by a vivid memory associated with the song and have to stop listening abruptly.
Time alone has eased this somewhat. I have days that I can push through and listen for awhile and--like the quote: suffer what there is to suffer; enjoy what there is to enjoy.  It makes for a much sadder world to me.
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