Dear T,

You seemed different today. Maybe I seemed different today. OK different. In some ways, good different. I asked for this because I wanted it, and you were trying today, I think. More words. It meant it was easier for me to hear, until I started to shut down, that is, then it was hard, and is now hard to remember. The play was good. Sorry for ramming into you like that, I was just really awkward and unsure. I didn't know how else to get out! You didn't seem to mind though. Thanks. You cheated and you looked while I was up and about. You did it subtly though, and in a way I am glad, because it didn't make it seem like some big spectacle that you were gawping at. I think you were just intrigued and maybe a bit excited to see me looking for things like that. I don't know.