Been feeling angry lately. Sad that I am alone. No sex. No cuddles. Nobody to turn to. I speak to a girl in my area online and I slept with her friend one night so now I don't think she will ever talk to me. I wont be good enough anyway. I'm nearly thirty and I still haven't got my **** together. I applied to work in a factory , feel so insignificant. Then how do I explain my past. Oh yeah ive been sectioned so I cannot foster or adopt kids. **** it all