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Old May 16, 2017, 03:04 PM
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The sadness never went away for me but it did go from suicidal depression to just sadness. I still wish I could do what I used to do. But being on SSDI has let me be healthier than ever before. I managed to work with a lot of sedation but eventually a lot of sedation wasn't enough to control my mania/mixed episodes and I needed clozapine. No way could I work on clozapine. But it has given me a year without a major episode, something I didn't know was possible. So I'll choose clozapine over work any day, even though I wish I could work. I'm so thankful that I have SSDI as an option.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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