I went through a very powerful delusional experience recrntly. It's a reoccurring themed one but changes and alters each time and expands during each episode. One day my husband kept count and the organization expanded 4 times in one day. Basically I believe I'm being stalked by religious people to force me to convert or they threaten to drive me deeper into insanity. It told me I'm a white witch and that religious people like to harm witches so I was in danger. It was very real and very terrifying. I was 100% invested in the belief. Now, there IS truth in it. My religious friend says she is never confronted by religious people trying to convert her but I always am. Most of the time they assume I'm Christian and want to talk about the Bible but sometimes it's forceful. So it's not completely delusions. Today we had a housekeeper come that my inlaws got for us. She brought me a relugious card and at the end, came to my room, grabbed my hands and said a prayer. At this point it's become very clear to me that Jesus really wants me so I'm done fighting and will go to church. I already walk the walk, might as well talk the talk too. What can it hurt? But here is something I'd like to say.....religious people don't think they are hurting people but they've sent me into horrifying delusions so that is not exactly true. We need to be careful with these things I think....but some do not understand the harm they do. Had my housekeeper come last week and did that, it would have put me in the mental hospital for sure.
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