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I've been trying to ignore strange ******** thoughts that pop up. Whenever I try to enjoy watching a movie I'll have a subconscious thought like "This isn't real. The actors are just pretending so what's the point of watching this? They know what's going to happen in the next scene and we don't"
And then I'll have to watch some reality based show. It ruins everything. I was in the middle of this new horror movie that just came out and then started thinking about how the actors can pretend to be something they're not. It's really stupid.
The worst part is that I like to write fiction for myself to escape through my imagination. But I've been applying the same thoughts for the past couple of weeks. It's almost torturous. Like my brain will not shut the **** up. Like my brain is purposely trying to ruin the fun for me.
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