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Old May 17, 2017, 07:57 AM
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Originally Posted by sophiesmom View Post
Maybe we feel that we should be punished just for existing?

Being here, on this planet, takes up space. We breathe air that (logically) another should have. We use resources that someone else is more deserving of.

I think, for me, that the only way I can prove myself worthy of being here is by (maybe and hopefully) having a positive impact, in any capacity, on another human being. Or, on the very bad days, just keep to myself so that I don't disturb the outside world.

How many of you suffer greatly if you think you said the "wrong" thing, or did the "wrong" thing. How many of you prefer to disappear into the background out of a fear of making a mistake?
THIS. Every word of it. By the second paragraph, I couldn't see for sobbing.

It is cathartic just reading/knowing I am not alone in these feelings. I so appreciate all your responses.

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* Of course I'm out of my mind; it's dark and scary in there!

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