I am so angry at my school. They offer a scholarship. I apply for it. Then I am rejected over some little technical glitch, not because I don't qualify financially. I feel like I always have to fight for everything. It gets to be like life is a big battle.

My household income is only 25,000 dollars a year. I struggle just to pay the basic bills. I have been rejected for all sorts of financial assistance. The only bright thing is that I did qualify for Obamacare which put my insurance premiums from 800 dollars a month to 400 dollars a month which is still very steep for my finances.

My husband's business is failing. He refuses to look for a job so everything is on me. I have felt fairly positive lately but today I have a dark cloud over me even though it is sunny and hot outside. It is too hot outside. I don't like summer. Sometimes I wonder, why bother.