I'm sorry you are having such a tough time today. You sound like you have a lot on your plate right now. I have applied for a scholarship based on income to my daughter's college (she graduates Friday) and I am waiting nervously for it to come through. I am going to beyond disappointed if it doesn't come through because of a glitch. I'm sorry your husband isn't being very helpful right now. Sometimes life does seem like too much of a battle but something usually comes along to lighten it up. I hate summer too...really, really dislike it. I hope you feel better soon. Always feel free to vent here....you might feel better.