I spend waaayyyyyyy too much time thinking about you. I miss you so much. Every. Day. Thinking about you is comforting.

I want you to hold me while I cry but I can't seem to cry in session...maybe this week. I want to feel your arms embrace me when I feel like I'm falling apart. To be held up by someone rather than feel like I need to hold myself up. To let out the sadness and frustration without feeling like I'm letting out everything inside of me at the same time. To feel the warmth from you so that maybe one day I can provide it for myself. To know that you're "there" even when you aren't physically there.