Ugh. You are so ****ing beautiful. I feel like I can't or shouldn't say that to you, because I don't want to make you self-conscious or uncomfortable. Also, it's hard to justify its therapeutic value. And...it makes me feel shallow. Why should it even matter what you look like? I truly believe in human beauty being a projection of the observer's brain, one that activates when feelings of affection form. And yet, it feels like your face has always been some kind of a gold standard for me. It makes me feel like sometimes things in this insane world aline just right, into something perfect.

Rolling my eyes at myself so hard right now. KTHXBYE.