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Old May 17, 2017, 12:47 PM
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Yes Cash, it was so frightening but seemed to explain everything which had its perks but I had to stay in isolation forever to protect myself which wasn't pleasant. It's better now but I'm still not over it completely.

Please be careful with your water Cash. My husband worked at the state hospital and patients who were committed were often so because of their water seeking behaviors and ability to kill them selves by drinking too much. (((Hugs)))
Thanks again. In some ways I can relate to your experiences. When I was the most sick I've ever been (about 5 years ago), I prayed with an enchanting and beguiled passion. I was absolutely certain my prayers, my ever so powerful and ultimately bizarre prayers, would always come true. I believed I was a prophet or of that nature. I am TERRIFIED of losing my sanity to that degree again. And, I know if it happens once, it can happen again.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

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Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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