I can't remember the last time I showered. I feel so disgusting and I felt so self conscious all day at work, but I get home and get straight back in bed again and here I am unable to drag myself to the shower.

Maybe I'll tell myself I'll have one in the morning. Ha! The inability to drag myself out of bed until I am most definitely going to be late for work kind of gets in the way of that.

WHY CAN'T I JUST FUNCTION LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING!?

I'm pathetic.