Yes, I know it is sometimes necessary but wow do I hate it! I hate everything about it but perhaps most of all is they jack up your meds, sometimes fill you with haldol, yay, and then you and pdoc have to start again.
My husband says he thinks she may admit me after Thurs, even wanting me to call today but I'm over it. Ugh! She hates it too, thank God and will only admit me if she thinks it's totally necessary. Anyone else?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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