Thanks so much, everyone.

s4ndm4n2006, I couldn't agree more with you.

prefabsprout, for how long he spends time with me, I'd say it varies. I remember when I used to do something he liked, he'd spend a lot of time with me. He seems to spend most time doing what he likes, and doesn't spend much time with me at all if he's not going to do something he likes to do. At least, that's how it seems.

Thanks, wolfgaze. I feel I'm lonely for both reasons. That I have no one to connect with, and that I miss being around people. Although, I also feel very anxious around people, so that last one is hard. You're right, though. I'll keep in mind that things do change.

Sorry I haven't written very much. I've read deeply over what you all said, but my energy is pretty low right now. I can't bring myself to write more.