I was diagnosed with bipolar last August. Since then I am constantly thinking about it. I think about what triggered my depression and dealing with that. I read books and articles about bipolar and anxiety. I debate whether I should take my medications daily. I ponder whether therapy is necessary. I wonder what parts of my life were ruled by bipolar and I didn't recognize it. Sometimes I just wonder who I am.

Does it ever become normal? Will I ever learn to accept it and not rehash every single detail?