Dear MC,
I kinda do want you to call, but I'm also nervous about it. And it's like, do I *need* you to call? Do I try to just save those for when I'm in a really bad place or really upset with you? But then, I mean, it's been since January, I think. I know you're going to call at the most inconvenient time possible...either right when D gets home or when I'm talking on the conference call (though I could always be like "there's a call I need to take") or when I'm on the phone with my mom or when I'm out with my mom tomorrow... Really, there's very little chance you'd call at a convenient time, unless it's like right now (you likely have patients) or on your way to work tomorrow. Or like 9 pm tonight, assuming D is being cool. And I'm sure you'd just call with no warning, as you do...

Still hope to talk to you somehow though. Because pretty much, I always want to talk to you, if there's the chance...
Love,
LT