Feeling completely overwhelmed with everything. The little things are starting to build up and every time I think I've tackled one chore or job, something goes wrong and I have to start again and push that task back a day or more. It feels like I'm trying that trick where you spin plates on sticks, but they're all wobbling.
Makes me feel like a total screw-up. I've made my share of mistakes in the past, but they still haunt me and they're what I judge myself by. Over and over again. No matter what, I'm thinking about them; it's a hell I can't escape.
This sucks. 😢
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