Right now the only person I feel like is trying to understand me who is older than me is my therapist that I've been seeing but I just recently started seeing her. Most people who are older than me are just judging me cause im young without getting to know me. People like to jump to conclusions about me not just older people but a bunch of people and then I dont feel like anyone wants to get to know me and then that just makes me feel alone. But people will say I shouldnt be affected by other people and I should just make myself feel happy but I dont think it should always be that way. When people say things like that its just makes the lonliness worse. I want to be affected by other people sometimes cause I want them to undetstand me and I wanna be with people. I just wish people would care more about how they make me feel cause I dont wanna be just all alone. The idea of being all alone really bothers me a lot.