Thanks, wolfgaze. I feel I'm lonely for both reasons. That I have no one to connect with, and that I miss being around people. Although, I also feel very anxious around people, so that last one is hard. You're right, though. I'll keep in mind that things do change.

Sorry I haven't written very much. I've read deeply over what you all said, but my energy is pretty low right now. I can't bring myself to write more.