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Originally Posted by rainbow8
A little, thanks. It hurts, though. Deep hurt that I just have to accept. It's also hard for me to accept that something really was wrong in my past. It doesn't seem fair and it's scary because my parents both loved me very much! T says it's either the incubator but that was only 2 weeks, or my mother's anxiety. Or both. There's no use wondering about the cause anymore. It just adds to my grief!
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That's interesting that she's saying it could have been your mom's anxiety. Because my mom clearly suffers from anxiety, too (though she denies it), as do I (but I freely admit it!) Maybe that's part of what was so difficult for me growing up, that my mom obviously had some issues with anxiety, but wasn't understanding or empathetic to my OCD and anxiety...hm...something to bring up with T next week.