im trying not to cut.....its really hard...i forced myself to take a walk in a tee shirt and shorts in this cold weather....im trying to numb myself.....i dont want to feel this....i dont want this....i dont want this life....i dont want these feelings.....i just dont want anything....
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"You look at me, and you dont like what you see. But this is the price of living with you, Mother. "
- White Oleander
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