Hi Little Turtle, i think its weird that you asked me about my anger since i didnt mention it. i think its said that depression is anger turned inward but in spite of this and of both my Ts saying i must feel anger, i cant feel it. but should i answer, i'd say im not angry at all and at the same time im angry about everything: life as its made, MY life, my past, other people, family, friends, my abuser, job, money, losses, my feelings, my thoughts, me... everything. its all wrong. i hate everything of this life.