SeaweedKelp;

I've read your posts and here's what I think.

You don't need a psychiatrist's opinion, or a prescription of antidepressants to help you accept what you knew deep down 5 years ago: that you didn't want to marry your wife, but you did it anyway to please her.

I think it's obvious that you may want to consider divorce at this point. Better to do it now, at the five year mark, then wait another twenty years being married to your wife.

Yes, divorce is unpleasant, but I think it's your best option at this point. You and your wife can be good co-parents to your two daughters.