I feel the reason I have adapted to the work place is since I was so young when I started.....that I have been shown special treatment in the recent years.

My marriage is still fragile I feel,since my wife has problems that show some times as well and I have a hard time dealing with our lack of communication when we do have a problem,but for the most part it is a amazing relationship.

My adapting skills seem to have started sliping a little and
this is why I have turned to the internet to try to help myself anyalze/help myself. The way words actually come out and the way I write them down are very differant.

...I have considered a therapist but have not been able to drag myself to one yet.

And I actually don't want to take meds either.... my symptoms are real....and getting worse fast.....

thanks again..
.ps..if you notice I have to edit almost every post I make...thats because I can't spell even some of the simplest words until I read them...and even use the wrong word sometimes..