Hi everyone, I've not been here for awhile. I don't know how long, that whole time conspect. It's still 1986 in my head and will always be.

Well any hoo. the semester is all but done. I have finals next week. I've struggled so much these last few months. The university is now giving me extra time for my test and a room to sit in all alone while I take them. It helps out a lot. I don't have a room full of people to make me so nervous. I was very surprised that the university gave me disability for my DID. It was very upsetting to go to them with documention of the DID. In the letter my T wrote he stated that there was 17 personalities and that we were abused. Was hard to even look at. But my professors don't know what my disability is, they just have a letter from the univerisity saying I get extra time and my own room for exams.

I'm not sure if I'm going back next semester or not. I've had such a hard time these last few months. I've gone into relaps with my anorexia over the last few months. It's taken over everything, all I think about is food and that I can't let myself eat anything. I cycle between purging and fasting, to bingeing and crying. Trying to work on things with my T, but without insurance I can only afford to see him once a month to every 6 weeks. So that's it. My life. what fun!